Friday, February 23, 2007
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it had been sometimes since i blog cos i'm damn busy..cny till now can say its a fat year fer me, had won abt $300+ but no use eh all using to return debts.. its a so weird year fer me as i sleep all e way at home on e second day..n its like so many bad news tis cny, first russel grandmother die,second my god mum's grandmother die,third my cousin's cousin's baby died,n lastly ah zhai accident in johor luckily not tat serious..i hope n wish all bad things come to a full stop..
we went to furama hotel fer reunion dinner tis year, not bad, delicious.. went to grandmother hse on e first day wit not enuff slp n follow on to granny hse then to irene hse..3 sleepless nite until i cant take it anymore n sleep e whole day at home on e second day jus hack care all phone calls, tis cny is nothin special all i rmb is slp slp slp.. n win win win.. lol..
as fer me n him..cycle repeats.. he called on e eve n ask me wads wrong n i m confusing him, he say he wun let go unless i dun love him anymore n i've found someone better then him.. i still loves him alot..i know..he called everyday talkin to me.. n we went out together on tues.. i enjoyed on tat day.. i dunno how to explain how i feel.. i'm trying hard very hard to get myself to be contented at tis very moment..but deep down i still have so many complains tat i dun wanna say out.. y? can anione tell me y i've so much time to think? if i carry on like tat i'll get crazy n even he will be crazy too.. i feel so sad so bad..
crazy life,i'm having now..